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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 14:32:46 GMT

在我們已經僵持的心裡..
用同樣的決心作不同的決定

well... 這樣也好我的遠行回程就放棄...
一站一站帶著傷心一路走下去~

讓異鄉我不熟悉的言語..
說他們的悲喜而我再也不必參與

System of a down

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 16:58:17 GMT

Was sick and things went pretty off track lately.. again.

Glad that im recovering and body seems to be back to normal...

Things still pretty screwed up, but what the heck... I know i will be on my track again and move on.

I have no time to waste.. I should stick to what I have built for myself over the years..

*Set adrift on memory bliss*

Its time for level up

I stood when standing was not easy and have found something to believe in..

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 15:12:52 GMT

This will be...

Monday, July 20, 2009

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 15:34:05 GMT

Doing what is right vs Doing what feels right..

Am i really able to.. i have doubts... guess i shall use my last energy to push it one last time...

if i fail... perhaps i can tell that I have tried...

It feels great to go against myself... rWarrrr....

How do I continue my journey?

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 14:08:01 GMT

I have been living with goals & dreams for the past years...

Now, my vision is blur, lost and not seeing anything ahead makes me feeling insecure.. I need a way back on track, wonder how...

For I am a half of both world, which doesn't make things easier for me to decide and to execute anything.

If i survived this, I will be much stronger.. and once again, this given an opportunity to enhance my thinking & feeling capability.

I still enjoy learning, learning the human mind.. part of management that I am learning..

I need a vacation~

In the midst of darkness and despair, heart and soul battered beyond repair, face buried in my hands

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:06:04 GMT

Never once I ever imagine I will use this again... perhaps that is the point.

No one reads this anymore.. I hope..

June 2008, I face this alone....
July 2009, I face this alone again...

This is totally different and i dare not look ahead... this will change everything and make history..

Double damaged and wow... it hurts so much till i feel non.. biggest pain awaiting in 25 years of history...

i can't walk alone.. not this time..

... and I just lost 2 wonderful things that ever happen in my life

gg~

signing of

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 14:26:16 GMT

CIMB!!

Some updates about my current job.

Been very happy lately that I score a distinction during my 3rd month appraisal and Manager wanted to confirm me by December 2008! but still dependin on HR, anyway....

I am targeting to get my confirmation by March 2009 latest and get promoted to Asst Manager in 2 years time where it usually take 2~3 years to get promoted to that level.

Besides that, Im happy that my Manager have me in charge of 1 project which I would say a pretty huge 1 cause this is reaching out to all CIMBians thru out da country. Glad that she is so supportive and got me involve in another project, thou is not mine =P

Is good to have top management realizing you... and guess there is where I should head to....

Never felt so good before for having such huge responsibility. Planning with top management, supported by various dept punya vice president... sometimes I wonder are people at the top humble or is just CIMB....

Anyway... next agenda... WORK HARDer!!!

haha just wanna share this whoever still read my blogs =P

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 12:57:37 GMT

Updates!!!

Public Bank job

Relationship with colleagues, awesome
Flexible time
Job about meeting people!
Good treatment from "people" =p

Salsa & Bachata

Moving slow
Passion for it might not grow mean time
Lost
Need to find a partner to constantly practice with
& hope passion for it wont fade

Family & Friends

Good - for those still close friends
Bad - for those that I've lost, perhaps Im nothing to them, is all good that we once knew =)
Family - good

New Car

Chevrolet Aveo Notchback

*Lazy to snap a pic of my car, so yea, this is how my car looks like

Conclusion

Everything was great except that pek chek thing..

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 11:15:25 GMT

Kuantan~

The Greens... which i always like...

Always like the beach~

Wish could be here everyday~

Baby waves....

Something interesting....

wonder why so...

Friday, April 18, 2008

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 09:37:28 GMT

Will be the last to you from me~